You all know that i don't like writing journals, but sometimes i just have to :C
This year was a little hard for me, especially the period between May and October, due to psychical health problems with my neurosis i was forced to stop drawing. I tried to draw but it ended up on holding my tablet pen and looking at empty canvas :C I couldn't do nothing, maybe it was somehow a depression, i don't know.
I started first year of university this October and i had to do something to feel better, i met a new psychiatrist and started to take meds. For two months i feel a lot better C: I feel really bad and sorry for my two commissioners ruricho
(I'm very sorry that you two had been neglected by me, my big big apologies)
Now i want to start drawing again, also i want to develop as an artist, i want to start learning again beacuse i wasted so many years only drawing in deformed anime style :C i'm on art university and i'm ashamed of my overall art skills. My friends draw beautiful portraits and illustrations but i only draw sexy anime girls with big heads, eyes and breasts ;/
So as i said, sorry for my inactivity, i'm not saying that i will be more active because i really can't, but definitely i'll draw more and try to develop my style C:
Also my premium membership has ended :C i'll try to gain some points and buy a new one C: maybe some point chibi commissions in future? who knows...